Many years ago, I was staying away with a best friend I grew up with. He's a straight and although good looking, I've never looked at him in "that" way because we grew up as friends and he's like a brother.
However, this one time, we were staying away together in a hotel in France, sharing a room. He came back in later than me, around 4 in the morning. He was very drunk. He had stayed out with this girl, and to be fair to him, he didn't want to bring her back to our shared room so at this ungodly hour of the morning I was woken up by him trying to get his key in the room door and fumbling/falling around the room getting ready for bed.
I pretended to stay asleep, mostly because if he discovered I was awake, he'd stay up for ages talking about the girl or some other general drunk talk and I was tired.
My friend is just bang on six foot tall. He is a slim built, football player. I've seen flashes of nudity over the years but always made a point to look away. Don't want to tease myself or even get those kinds of thoughts in my head for one of my best mates.
Anyway, as I stayed pretending to be asleep with my back turned to him in our shared double bed, I could hear the drunken struggles going on in the room. He struggled with his shoes, then his belt and his tee-shirt. Finally with a flop, I heard and felt him fall into the bed beside me.
I listened for a while as heavy breathing gave way to soft snoring. After 20mins or so, I judged he was asleep and thought it safe to get up and use the toilet knowing he would wake up.
I sat up in the bed looking out the window still with my back to him. The curtains were open and the room was quite bright with moonlight. I got up to go around the bed to the toilet and the sight struck me full on!
My friend was stretched out on top of the covers, lying on his back completely naked. It was like a classic artistic pose. He had one hand under the pillow, the other resting on his stomach. One leg straight and other slightly bent at the knee to open up his groin and give a full on view.
Oh my God! I froze! As I said, I had only seen brief flashes of nudity before and never dwelt on it. But here he was now on full display in all his sensual glory! He was a smooth, mid 20's guy. He had a slight glory trail that ran down to a trimmed but plentiful bush of dark pubic hair. And there, cradled in that valley lay a soft, huge, uncut cock! Lying to the left with the tip of his dark pink head visible like a monks tonsure at the top. He had two perfectly symmetrical balls that hung down between his legs. I was frozen taking in the scene. I stopped and started for a whole minute. He was easily 5 inches soft.
After a minute I snapped out of it and looked away and headed to the bathroom. I always pee sitting down when it's dark and late at night so as to not need the light and not miss the target. As I sat there I couldn't get the sight out of my mind! All those years of not thinking of my good looking friend like that just got washed away by the sight of him on display like that. I could feel my own loins starting to stir so I forced myself to get the image away and got up, pulled up my jocks and went back into the room.
I really tried not to look again but just couldn't do it. I looked again and let my eyes run the full length of his body from his feet to his face. I think that image will live forever, etched into my brain. I got back into bed and turned my back to him again. I felt like it was unfair to him to keep looking so I just turned away and tried my best to distract my thoughts. But my heart was pounding! I could hear the pulsing in my ears. And my mind wouldn't let it rest.
After another 20mins of this I could hear him move slightly and give some faint grunts. My mind was imagining what new position he was in. I couldn't stop wondering how that beautiful cock looked now, resting in its newest pose.
I turned over and opened my eyes. Again I stared in utter mesmirization. He was just beautiful in his nude pose. Gorgeous soft smooth body with this cock that looked like god himself took time out and made it by hand! The stirring and light grunts had evidently been an indicator to amorous dreams because his beautiful cock had stirred somewhat. Like a clock, the hand had moved from 8 to 10 and now had grown a bit. He wasn't fully erect but there was definitely an increase in blood flow. I could see more of his head now poking through his foreskin and it had darkened in color with the increased blood flow. He was now over 6 inches and still not fully erect.
I stared for the longest time. Taking in and savouring the view. My heart was pounding in my chest. The mouth was dry, my stomach was fluttering and my own cock was now rock hard! The hormones were pulsing. I was only 25 and although bisexual, had never been with a guy. I think at this point, this was the most homo-erotic experience of my life.
After more time had past with all of the bad voices speaking into my ear and only an impotent whisper in the other ear to talk me out of the bad thoughts, I leened over closer in the bed. I could hear the gentle sound of his breathing and watched the rise and fall of his chest. Closer. My face was now only a foot from his dick. I could see the slight quiver as his cock pulsed slightly with his heartbeat. Closer. I took a slow inhale through my nose and took in the aroma of his neat trimmed pubic hair. No touch, but I could get the scent. It was utterly enthralling. The blood was roaring in my ears... and elsewhere.
Closer. I leaned in and gently pressed my lips against the head. It was soft and cool. And the smell was driving me wild.
Eventually the good voices awoke and yelled in my ear. "what are you doing?!" "You perverted asshole!" "Leave your friend alone". "Don't do this to him!"
So I moved back to my own side of the bed. But I lay on my side still staring at the sight. Slowly my hand reached down to my own raging hard cock in my loose boxers. I started to masturbate. I have never in my life had the experience of masturbating without having to think of something. I just lay there, watching this sensually posed nude hot guy and jerked slowly. It didn't take long. You know one of those ejaculations that feels like it comes from the core of your being. It felt like I unloaded every essence of my desire when I came.
Soon after I got my breathing under control, I turned away and this time did get back to sleep. My boxers were drenched and I felt as sated as if I actually had had sex.
The next morning when I woke, my mind instantly raced through the events of the night. I slowly turned over begging the gods of fate and chance that he would still be on full nude display and that by now, morning wood would afford me the full view of his hard erect cock. I could even see it my mind. However, at some point in the night, the cool Mediterranean breeze through the window had made him find his sheets and he was now covered.
We got up next morning and everything was normal. I put those feelings and urges back into their box. No other events happened during the holiday. I never saw his full naked body like that again and our friendship went back to normal.
I am always torn as I think of that night. Half of me is guilty over betraying my friends privacy like that but the other still gets aroused just thinking about that night. That image has never dimmed in its clarity in my mind