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So well put. As a size queen, I as well do not suck cocks smaller than my own. Just can't bring myself to do it.

Yeah it's really this that has kept my relationships with men purely sexual. I need to know about the penis before I proceed at all, so I have only met men in sexual-hookup situations and sites. This was nice for a long time but as you get older you are... older, and not as appealing as hundreds of young, thin, cocksucking twinks out there.

Especially if they're all willing to simulate women to get the action.

If I'd formed an actual relationship of even friendship with a feeder, I'd probably have more action these days. It's that's all part of my life-long lesson to continue to learn to value the people in my life: growing up as an only child dooms you to that assignment.

On that subject, quoting a post I just dropped, from that other thread:
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Story Time: Why My Throat is My Butt​


My sexual awakening to my gay side was pretty rough, for the unusual circumstance of handling it alone. When I was a kid my parents had a satellite dish and I figured out pretty fast when they were away (latchkey kid) how to unlock the mechanism so I could aim it and get the porn channel at the time: American EXstacy. Thus at the tender age of 11 or 12 I found myself in possession of a feed on non-stop almost-XXX porn.

The channel had limitations. This was the 80's so I don't think they showed direct penetration. But they showed the big names porn films from the biggest stars out there at the time. As a result, this included the biggest cocks yet committed to film like John Holmes and Sean Michaels, often fully visible in handjobs and blowjobs. Already with my head swimming with sexual discovery in general, I discovered I had a strong lustful response to the sight of a big, hard cock.

On one of these "proto-gooner" occasions, I managed to find my mom's stash of sex toys while rifling through her things. I was a quiet and well-behaved kid, often trusted by my two working parents to watch myself for hours at a stretch. Secretly I was searching the house pretty often. Eventually I knew everything that everybody had and where it was kept... including my mom's thick, long, rubbery vibrating dildo. On this one fateful day, filled with confused young cock-lust, I busted it out.

What I didn't know or understand was anything about lube; what it was, why it exists, why anyone needs it. It certainly didn't exist in any way in any of these videos I was watching. Girl's holes didn't need it. The cocks just went right in. But when I tried while jerking off to fuck my own butt with this thing, I discovered my butt was very dry. The tip just... pushed against the hole. Necessity became the mother of invention and I discovered lube as a concept, even if I had no knowledge of all the science that had made something like KY Jelly so vital in its particular properties.

So I grabbed a bottle of hand lotion. I lubed up that monster thing with a copious amount of thin Jergens and proceeded to start to insert it. The stretch of the head opening the hole was nice, so I pushed it in with gusto. Unbeknownst to me, my tight ass squeegied all the lotion off this veiny, mushroom-headed, rubberized simulated monster.

I felt an incredible pain explode in me; something bad had happened. I was hurt, it kept hurting. I cleaned everything up and put everything away and kept hurting quietly. I never told anyone. It hurt for weeks. I mean, it hurt for years, really, but it hurt constantly for weeks. Walking, sitting, moving around. Agony. Deep inside. Every muscle clenched every time I pooped. Eventually it faded. But as I mentioned, never entirely. It would return, this deep indescribable pain. Sometimes just a pang, here and gone. Sometimes a return to almost-fresh pain that would go on and on as I sweated and writhed silently. Never a good reason, not related to poop or sex. Seemingly random. Something deep inside there I'd ruined.

This honestly really, really sucked. For much of my life.

At least, I suppose this experience helped cement for me that I was bisexual. I couldn't really forget and push it away, like a lot of boys do with their youthful curiosities. It stayed with me, but it steered me too. I am a "side" with men, and although the term is about as mid as you can get, at least there is one now. I am not interested in butt stuff. My butt is a mess, a disaster zone. I'm older now I got hemorrhoids, diverticulitis, I can barely keep the damned thing clean as it doesn't have the firm seal everyone else enjoys. I have nothing but a sense of terror when anyone approaches that hole in any way. I never want anyone near it.

So my throat is my butt. I was relentlessly orally-fixated anyway but I'm truly in the position of being unavoidably oral-only with men, so if I can't get a guy off with my mouth and throat, I cannot get that guy off. For a lot of men, this just won't work. They have to breed. They want to fuck a body they feel under them, pressing a full body with their full body, lined up with a bouncing butt in their pubes. I get that. This is what I enjoy with my wife, along with also being relentlessly oral with her.

So I guess early on I ruined and removed one of my "gay tools" from my life, and had to compensate in other areas. Its too bad too because I have a nice butt. It's just a lure, though. I'm only interested in men that are focused on receiving lots of head. And, perhaps still a bit formed by the experience of discovering my mom's toys and interests, I am definitely a size queen. This, and marrying young, kept my man-to-man experiences fairly limited and focused throughout my life. Occasional, with men very focused on the oral experience. I knew my limitations, so I trained my throat with practice on dildos, in my adult gooning sessions. I got good at doing with what I wanted for the type of men I was seeking. And I've been lucky and enjoyed some hot experiences with some good matches, even some regulars for a while. Especially my first guy, but that is another story...
 
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Hooked up with 2 married guys today. No, not at the same time. Had one over in the afternoon during his lunch break, and the other stopped by after work. First time I’ve hooked up with multiple married men in the same day. :yum 1 from Sniffies and 1 from Locanto. Sniffies was lit today.
 
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It has been a busy but great start to 2024!! My new married feeder has been needing lots of attention lately.

it has been a great ending for 2023 and wonderful start to 2024. Since my last post on my new Doublielist married buddy, he has been stopping by almost weekly with the exception of holidays and Christmas with the family.

The crazy thing is he has been automatically saving up when he was busy and ready to feed without me asking.

In addition, my other buddies have been coming back very regularly too, so having a great rotations of horny married feeders are always wonderful!!

The new guy…..
This new guy came to see me twice last week! Once on Monday and yesterday early morning after his family went out for Easter bunny shopping. lol. Oh my gawd. He came so much both times I had to gulp like two three times new to take them all. He was appreciative and impressed that I took them all!! He was like ‘dang!! You have a wonderful throat and mouth and great skills to take all of me and my huge loads!! I told him! Thank you very much! Your married cock is beautiful and very delicious so I have to treat him like a jewel. He smiled and said that is good, just for that you will be seeing it more often!! I told him no complaints from me!!
 

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So well put. As a size queen, I as well do not suck cocks smaller than my own. Just can't bring myself to do it.
Size queen?! lol. Omg. This never gets old. I’d say I’m one too because most of my married guys of not all are about a 7 and some are pretty nice girth!

Do you guys ever think about the girth of the cock provides more satisfaction when you have your lips wrap around theirs?

I’d prefer a nice length cock with nice girth versus a longer but thinner cock. Is there such a craving or thing for a CS??
 

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This new guy came to see me twice last week! Once on Monday and yesterday early morning after his family went out for Easter bunny shopping. lol. Oh my gawd. He came so much both times I had to gulp like two three times new to take them all. He was appreciative and impressed that I took them all!! He was like ‘dang!! You have a wonderful throat and mouth and great skills to take all of me and my huge loads!! I told him! Thank you very much! Your married cock is beautiful and very delicious so I have to treat him like a jewel. He smiled and said that is good, just for that you will be seeing it more often!! I told him no complaints from me!!
Nice! Enjoy that sperm!
 
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Size queen?! lol. Omg. This never gets old. I’d say I’m one too because most of my married guys of not all are about a 7 and some are pretty nice girth!

Do you guys ever think about the girth of the cock provides more satisfaction when you have your lips wrap around theirs?

I’d prefer a nice length cock with nice girth versus a longer but thinner cock. Is there such a craving or thing for a CS??
I love looking at a long cock, but usually enjoying sucking a thick one more.
 

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This new guy came to see me twice last week! Once on Monday and yesterday early morning after his family went out for Easter bunny shopping. lol. Oh my gawd. He came so much both times I had to gulp like two three times new to take them all. He was appreciative and impressed that I took them all!! He was like ‘dang!! You have a wonderful throat and mouth and great skills to take all of me and my huge loads!! I told him! Thank you very much! Your married cock is beautiful and very delicious so I have to treat him like a jewel. He smiled and said that is good, just for that you will be seeing it more often!! I told him no complaints from me!!
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Help! Hope it’s ok to ask for some advice. So I was on Sniffies and I didn’t put my exact location but I was talking to a guy there and he seems to be in the same building I live in, and he also told me he wants a threesome with his friend, he sent me a dick pic of this friend and looking by his physical appearance I think his friend is my neighbor’s on-and-off boyfriend. I’d be lying if I said I was never attracted to my neighbor’s BF, but what should I do? I tend to always have my hookups live far away to not complicate things. Should I continue trying to hook up with them or what? I don’t want the random and awkward running into them in the building or outside. I’m confused.
 
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Help! Hope it’s ok to ask for some advice. So I was on Sniffies and I didn’t put my exact location but I was talking to a guy there and he seems to be in the same building I live in, and he also told me he wants a threesome with his friend, he sent me a dick pic of this friend and looking by his physical appearance I think his friend is my neighbor’s on-and-off boyfriend. I’d be lying if I said I was never attracted to my neighbor’s BF, but what should I do? I tend to always have my hookups live far away to not complicate things. Should I continue trying to hook up with them or what? I don’t want the random and awkward running into them in the building or outside. I’m confused.
Ha ha. Ir sounded like trouble and complications in so many ways!! If he is the on n off neighbors BF that sounds even worse as his BF does come to your bldg. if they have an open relationship that’s their biz.
 

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Ha ha. Ir sounded like trouble and complications in so many ways!! If he is the on n off neighbors BF that sounds even worse as his BF does come to your bldg. if they have an open relationship that’s their biz.
The neighbor is a WOMAN! Lol
 

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I feel like being a cocksucker that can host, and not be crazy makes me a prized possession for a feeder. I've never had trouble finding a lot of interested men.
I like the "and not be crazy" clause. Crazy definitely exists. So does "weird".
 

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I like the "and not be crazy" clause. Crazy definitely exists. So does "weird".

Yea. Honestly the fact that I can write a proper sentence with grammar and no spelling mistakes already impresses some feeders. It's a strange world out there.