I used to be 99% top and quite dominant. My dick is 18 cm/7 inch and thick. I just love sub guys enjoying it. But ever since I had the luck to experience 3 really big ones, I can't stop thinking about submitting to a dick like yours. Man to man, long worship, having my ass wrecked if needed.
The first two were 22 cm with low hangers. I learned how to deepthroat with the first one. He was a bit rough but I was new to this role so I didn't show I enjoyed it. The second one fucked me a few times and I sucked him some more times. I wanted him to be more dominant but I was too reserved to just ask. It didn't seem like his thing. His dick felt so fucking good. I almost came hands-free one time.
These two guys really turned me. They both had nice big feet too. I never liked feet before noticing theirs. Now I jerk off to big dicked guys with nice feet.
The third big dick was 23 cm but so thick it was impossible for me to deepthroat. This guy was a natural dom, though. I was on my knees within minutes of meeting him. He gave clear instructions, let me know what he liked and told me to "make love" and say how and why I like his dick. The talking part got me by surprise but I did it. He kissed and slapped me a few times. Swallowed his load as ordered. In my head, this was the most submissive thing I ever did. And I loved it.
This was years ago. I haven't bottomed or sucked dick in a long time but can't sop fantasizing about appreciating a monster dick like yours in every way.
Sorry for the long post. Just wanted to give my perspective on monsters and how easy it is to appreciate them.
How big are your feet? Any pics?
Does it turn you on when a supposedly top guy gets all submissive because of your size or do you find it off-putting? I held back a bit with big dicks because I am usually perceived a top, although I wanted nothing more than to suck those monsters and be used.