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You need to if you will l willPlease
I've always felt these things happen a lot in repressive locales.I went to a small private christian college in Texas and have some similar experiences. Maybe I should start writing
It's great that you kept you and Jake's time a secret when he has evidently told everyone that would listen about you. I find it odd that a bunch of cool frat guys took such an interest in your umm, polePart 14
I'm laying there partly asleep and I hear crunching of sticks and the zipper, it's Ethan. "Oh hey Ethan, I'm not asleep yet I'm just laying here." Not really knowing what to say I barely know Ethan, all I know is he's from Texas and he's majoring in accounting. He fumbles around trying to take off his boots, which he places upside down outside. Zipping the zipper back up he say "so umm Daniel looks like we're roommates for the weekend". "yeah pretty much" He goes on to ask about my major and where I'm from just general conversation stuff. Outside the tent I hear Phillip yell "Watch out Ethan, make sure you don't get poked by tent pole!" The other chuckle, awkwardly I just say "I'll do my best" feeling stupid about what I said Ethan replies to me. "It's all good man, I'm sure it's gonna be fine". I roll over feeling super embarrassed. Sometime in the middle of the night Ethan moves and I feel him actually brush against my sleep woodie as Jake would call them. I barely wake up but enough that I think I hope he didn't notice. I didn't sleep well that night partly because being outside on the ground was not as relaxing as Jake made it sound and I was afraid of poking Ethan. I wake up to the sun peaking through our tent. I try to fall back asleep the best way I can. I wake up to Ethan saying "dude, so it's true!" I look down and through my sleeping bag is the outline of my morning wood. Dammit I think. "Daniel is that really, your umm tent pole?" he whispers "Yes Ethan" I say with this feeling of how is this happening again. Ethan sits up in bed and hear him whisper "So can I see it?" I reply "you want to?" Ethan whispers back "Yeah man, let's this thing!" I shimmy around in my bag and get the zipper down, I pull my sleeping bag down and in my shorts was visible boner. "Wow dude that's big man!" he says while trying to keep his voice down. My mood shifted from this is totally embarrassing to this is actually cool, here is Ethan one of the cool kids on campus and I'm the one that has his attention. "so whip it out" he says, and without any hesitation I comply. "there it is" I whispered. "dang dude, I've not ever seen one like that" he says trying to to raise his voice, he whispers again "can I touch it?" At this point in my life this wasn't ever offered. "sure, I guess" I replied. Ethan reached over and at first barely touching it to rubbing his fingers down in an almost stroke like pattern. I try not to shudder and this was getting hot, and I felt and saw my dick jump a little bit. Ethan removed his hands and lowers her shorts to reveal his hard on. he leans back our cocks now side by side. "not even close" he whispered. We each tried our best to put them side by side. I had to admit this was pretty hot. Not really knowing what to do next I hear footsteps outside. I hear Parker say. "You boys up?" scrambling to get ourselves situated. Ethan replies, "yeah Parker, we're waking up." "hope tent pole didn't poke you too much during the night?" Parker yells back. With all the commotion thankfully my morning wood had all but disappeared. I crawled out first. "Morning Parker", I said, morning tent... Daniel" Parker replied. I see Philip and Peter were stirring up the fire from the night before, I assume Jake like always was still sound asleep, but to my surprise I see him come out from this wooded area. "mother nature called!" yelled Jake. Jake walks over to me "hey man how'd you sleep, I know the woods isn't your thing". Not wanting to make Jake feel bad I lied. "I slept pretty good." The plan was to have breakfast which granola bars, some fruit and Parker brought a giant bag of trail mix" Seeing how none of us could cook this was breakfast. Phillip being the expert of our camp site lets us know of a few trails we can take. Jake and Parker wanted to go down to the river, Phillip and Peter the mountain pass. Ethan and I went with Jake and Parker as that hike was going to be shorter. Jake and Parker led the way and Ethan I walked a small distance behind. Jake pointing out nature stuff for me like he was a tour guide. We arrive at the river Jake and Parker jump over the rocks and show off each others manly strengths. I sit on a rock on the edge. Ethan joins "so ummmmm... about this morning, we cool?" really not sure how to respond, but wanting to be reassuring for Ethan. "Yeah Ethan, we're good" "It's not like I do that kind of stuff man, it was just, I don't know..." I interrupted him "Ethan, we're cool". I wanted to tell him that Jake and I walk around naked we jerk off, but I felt like that was our special time and it didn't seem right. Parker looks up "Hey, you guys on a date or you wanna join us?" Ethan hopped down first I followed and we joined Jake and Parker who were throwing rocks into the water.
You know at times I wish he hadn't but in some weird way it made me feel like I could belong. I was this super skinny nerdy kid. Most of these guys were manly hunting/drive trucks kind of men and I was pale kid from the city. I feel like they were jealous in some ways. Also I feel it was just an easy thing to make fun of me with.It's great that you kept you and Jake's time a secret when he has evidently told everyone that would listen about you. I find it odd that a bunch of cool frat guys took such an interest in your umm, pole
sorry this should have been Part 18Part 17
We walked around campus Jessica with Jake and Ashley with me. Ashley was super hot and in my head I couldn't believe any of this was happening. She had long blonde somewhat curly hair that blew around in the breeze. She had one of those tight women sweaters with the turtle neck, I was trying to focus on what she was saying and not just staring at her chest. Trying not to think of what she looked like without it on. After all I was a good Christian boy, but damn it was hard to be one in this moment. I notice Jake and Jessica are pretty far ahead of us. "I don't think they need us anymore, what about if we just sit her Daniel?" we sit down on bench overlooking the campus. In my mind I'm going over all the things Jake's taught me. Yawn and stretch and arm around the shoulder. It almost worked my execution was a bit off. She leans in a bit closer. We continue to talk she tells me about where she's from, how many siblings, etc. I'm taller and I can look down all I can think about is boobs, and Ashley gave me a lot to think about. She sits up and asks the time. I say it's about 10:00. "I better get back, but Daniel this has been really fun, we need to do it again sometime." I wanted to walk her back but the idea of me standing up and being able to walk with the boner I had in my pants wasn't going to happen. Trying to sound cool "I'm gonna wait here, Jake doesn't have a key" which was lie but I needed and out. "Okay, well bye Daniel, see you in class!" I take a few minutes to sit there and collect myself. I head back to our dorm I pass by Ethan of all people. He's sitting out front of his door waiting for something or someone. "Hi Ethan" determined to not have this be awkward. "Oh, um hi Daniel, I'm waiting for a late night pizza". he says. "So is this you're dorm?" Yeah this is the place." We chatted for a few minutes, the pizza guy comes and Ethan asked "you wanna come up and see my room?" "Sure, why not?" I follow Ethan as we go inside down the hall to his room. "105, this is me!" He opens the door and I follow him inside. It's pretty basic room Ethan has a recliner in the middle he offers it to me. He sits on the bed. "Want a slice?" "No Ethan I'm fine" he seems fidgety. "So, Ethan, about our camping trip... dude that was pretty fun, umm you think you'd ever like wanna do that again sometime?" "Camping?" I asked. "well yeah, umm and the other stuff". "the jerking off?" I asked, knowing what he was driving at. "yeah, that.... you're just super chill and cool man and I don't know I just had fun" Ethan says while stumbling to get the words out. Hearing this made me super hard and I just sat there for a few seconds taking it all in. "so you wanna just chill and jerk off?" I ask "yeah, something like, hey man I know it's stupid, forget it". I respond "I never said it was stupid Ethan". Ethan sits there for a second and finally looks back up and says "cool man, I'd like that buddies that chill and jerk off if we want". Trying not to chuckle and the mere idea of this. I compose myself. "It's a deal Ethan". I stand up and slide on to his bed. Theres some distance between us. "Now?" Ethan asks. "Listen Ethan I just spent the last hour with Ashley and I'm gonna need to address this" as I point down to my crotch. "okay, umm yeah why not?" He gets up and locks the door. He comes back in and grabs some paper towels and some lotion. "Will this work?" "Should be fine". Ethan sits in his recliner and I'm on his bed he hands me a paper towel, squirts some lotion in his hand and chucks me the bottle. Ethan leans back in his recliner and starts stroking. I follow as well. Ethan says "man this is hot bro!" "Yeah it is Ethan" trying to focus on Ashley and that sweater of hers. I close my eyes and when I open them I see Ethan is looking right at me. "What?" I ask "dude you've got a nice dick man, it's nice to watch" A few minutes go by and the combination of Ashley's sweater and Ethan's admiration send me over the edge I grab the paper towel and seconds later "oh shit!" I say. Ethan doesn't last much longer and he cuts in his paper towel. We each take a moment to sort out the rush that's happened. Ethan looks up Dude it's 10:45, my roommate will be here soon." says Ethan. Holding my paper towel wad up, Ethan points to the trash. I chuck it in. "well Ethan, I gotta admit this was pretty fun". "Yeah it was Daniel he stand up to walks me out the door. Ethan goes to give me a bro hug. The kind where you hug but in a super many no homo kind of way. Awkwardly I try to mirror him. "Well later Ethan". I walk back to my room and I see Jake up ahead. He turns to me "Hey bro where did you go?" "Meh, you didn't need me Jake" and I run ahead of him to our room.
From my days in college I give a big rounding YESI love your story man, you're such a good storyteller and jake seems like a really good friend. I don't want you to spoil the story but I want ask you: Has anything ever happened between you and Jake besides Ethan ?
Answering this would in fact spoil the story.I love your story man, you're such a good storyteller and jake seems like a really good friend. I don't want you to spoil the story but I want ask you: Has anything ever happened between you and Jake besides Ethan ?
I know but not necessarily, just stay somewhat vague.Answering this would in fact spoil the story.
Post college and hearing the stories. That was super common. More common than I had realized.I can relate to this thread.. having also gone to a conservative college and joined a club and hooked up with a guy in that club