Honey123

I'm still on limited time to LPSG for a while longer. I just couldn't stay away completely so have checked mail a few times this week and said hi to a few friends. I had just gotten to the point where I was spending no time taking care of the the rest of my life... I had a pile of mail and papers as tall as my son on my desk. Ok, not that tall, but ridiculously large.

I've gotten a couple stacks cleared away and it feels good to see the wood on that side of the desk. I resorted a recycle...

I’m going to take a little break and take care of the things I need to do. Might be a week, might be longer. I don’t know.

I’ve gotten so into the fantasy part of my life that my reality is not getting taken care of and I’m not following my own rules.


I think my loneliness and sexual frustration have become the focal point in my daily life and it is interfering with my ability to make wise choices in other areas. My house is a mess, the laundry not done, the bills...