DonGiovanni

I'm next to be 40, I have a wonderful kid how is the joy of my life and that's it!
At my age I still have not taken a direction, one day I wake up, I have a new project, I tell about it to friends, to customers, they are all enthusiast, some of them want a partnership with me, so, I feel I can do it and it can be a good thing, ok, let's do it, my accountant starts to make it become real, I start to get first contacts, as soon as I have a website and a business card I can tell all of my customers...

Well, even here in Italy we have almost same speed on the net as garbage, no, actually sadly we have lot more garbage than speed... Anyway this is not the topic, the thing is that even with our relative slow connections we can download and enjoy every kind of movie and, being a male with still active hormones I keep watching porn
Of course that's a big turn on while watching, the huge turn off happens later when I'm back into the real world, so, the story usually goes like:
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I've never been with a prostitute, is that common or what?
I always fantasized about it but I live in a small place where there are not (as far as I know) but I am not sure if I could do it once I would face the issue.
I'm a pretty shy person, not very confident despite being (at least until a few kg ago) still pretty good looking but missing experiences in the sexual sphere; I've been with a few girls and with one of them for a lot of years, we got good sex but I always wanted to...