The secret but not so secret account of a good kid gone E-tard.
Living life as a male in a female body...
Posted 05-20-2008 at 01:56 PM by Think_Kink
You think I look good, my pussy is perfect, you want to fuck me. I hear it all the time, but I have no attraction to you.
I am truly only attracted to gay men, beautiful men, flamers, twinks, pure beauty. It sends shivers down my spine and puts butterflies in my tummy. I have amazing gaydar, if there ever is such a thing, I've mastered the lisp and stereotypical hand thing. I am in every sense of mind a male, and my body doesn't match. I don't fit in with straight people well, but when you throw me into a crowd of loud and rowdy gay men I thrive, I am me, complete.
I am truly only attracted to gay men, beautiful men, flamers, twinks, pure beauty. It sends shivers down my spine and puts butterflies in my tummy. I have amazing gaydar, if there ever is such a thing, I've mastered the lisp and stereotypical hand thing. I am in every sense of mind a male, and my body doesn't match. I don't fit in with straight people well, but when you throw me into a crowd of loud and rowdy gay men I thrive, I am me, complete.
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 |  Is that gender dismorphia? |
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| |  Yeah, it's been like this for awhile now. |
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| |  Without meaning to be rude, are you really a gay man trapped in a woman's body? Or are you a woman who strongly wishes to be a gay man? Or are they basically the same thing? |
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| |  You're cool! |
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| | I'm trapped.. but wanting to be and being can be connected. Someday when the money is in my pocket.. I will be a gay man. |
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| |  You're going to get a cock transplant!! What size would you go for then? |
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| | I know how you feel. I'm a dog trapped in a human body. People always seem skeptical and dismissive when they hear about those of us who were born into the wrong bodies. Good luck, and maybe in the next life you'll finally be where you're meant to. |
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| |  WOW!I can't say I'm surprised as you have alluded to this before. The difference this time is you actually sound happy. I think you may have finally found yourself.  I'm not sure what steps you need to take from here but I wish you a peaceful journey.  |
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| |  ITS CALLED BEING A "FAG HAG"Hi thats a horrible sounding term, but there are many many people who feel exactly as you do. I am married to someone who thinks along the same way you do. I wouldnt change her for the world!! |
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| |  So do you think you need a really camp, bi boyfriend? |
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| | Ugh no, a FAG HAG is the closest friends of gay men, the girls, who love their gay friends. I'm a fag hag as well as a closet case because I can't just come out and be who I really am. |
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| |  The first start is getting counseling for this sort of thing. You won't be able to have the surgery without a psychological recommendation. I know we've discussed this before, and I'm wondering if you've taken any action on that front? |
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| | Working on it, need a referral. |
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