This is a note to people who ever wanted to try ecstasy... don't do it! It's the most addictive drug I've come across thus far.

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With a straight boy?!
Yeah... it happened.
The poster Cutedorkwho.... might be one of the most amazing people I've ever met. It's only tragic that I cannot be down where he is to meet him. My computers desktop picture has stayed the longest as his picture. I've had it for a few months and I look at it daily and smile. What a beautiful boy, what an intelligent being. Someday I hope to meet him, to hold him and to hug him, because it's hard to express love over yahoo.

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Maybe it was the speed. Either way it's been 3 days since my last trip and I still feel like a sullen, down trodden person. I'm hoping it's just because I'm sick, but I seriously have just been so blah..

I've resumed my meds and am waiting for my days to seem happier, so that I don't sleep till 2pm and not care.

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You think I look good, my pussy is perfect, you want to fuck me. I hear it all the time, but I have no attraction to you.

I am truly only attracted to gay men, beautiful men, flamers, twinks, pure beauty. It sends shivers down my spine and puts butterflies in my tummy. I have amazing gaydar, if there ever is such a thing, I've mastered the lisp and stereotypical hand thing. I am in every sense of mind a male, and my body doesn't match. I don't fit in with straight people well, but...

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It's kinda weird, my dad hates gay people and all my close friends are gay. Therefore my parents assume that I am also gay because I
a) slept with a gay man
b) go to gay social events
c) only hang out with gay people

It kinda sucks because no matter what I say or do, I'm always getting the second degree about how I'll never find anyone if I only hang out with gay people. How am I supposed to figure myself out, if I'm not allowed to hang with the people I really care...

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