I temporarily forgot that I have a mid-term exam at 9 o'clock tomorrow morning. So here it is, 11pm, and I'm just getting ready to study. Ah, college life. This exam is going to suck ass, too. 25% of the test is identifying five terms. Not just identifying, but explaining their significance. The other 75% of the test is an essay... and all the essay are supposed to be critical thought essays. The sucky part is, he gave us four essay questions to study... two will be on the test,...

TattooedMamaMeg

Why do I feel like I have to give up who I am in order to find a man who will accept me for who I am? The funny part is, I know that once people get to know me, they like me. I know that I'm not the most feminine woman on the planet, but I've tried being that way and it's way out of my comfort zone. Not something I want to try again. I like who I am, and I like how I dress. Why can't everyone else feel the same way? I wear jeans, just like all the other girls. The difference being that mine...

TattooedMamaMeg

I am bored to tears, but I can't bring myself to go to bed quite yet... it's too early! So, I'm sitting on my patio on this mild autumn evening, smoking cigarettes, and trying to think of something fun to do that doesn't require leaving my house. And trying not to think about Chris.

I guess I should give you all the latest update on that. I went to the bar last night, knowing full well that Chris wouldn't be there because he was going to be DJ'ing a karaoke show at a different...

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So yeah. I'm done with Chris, I think. After Wednesday nights fiasco, things have gone completely downhill. I went to the bar tonight at the urging of a friend, because she was craving their food. So I went. Chris and I didn't even acknowledge each others presence. No eye contact, no hellos, no nothing. Just two people in a bar.

I think I'm going to be staying away from there for a while.

TattooedMamaMeg

So, I opted to go ahead and go to the bar tonight... I haven't been to karaoke in forever, and it was another opportunity to see Chris. I met a friend there, but she didn't show up till about 2 hours after I did. But anywho... here is how this evening played out.

I walk into the bar, and immediately go up to the DJ who is a friend of mine and say hello. As I am talking to him, Chris comes up behind me to make sure that I am aware that it's wednesday night, and to make sure I didn't...

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