She's just a plain, selfish, dumb bitch!


おんな の あか。。。

SyddyKitty

So, I went into this online-relationship after spending a few years away from such things. Recently he came to me with this:

"Before I met you, I was seriously thinking about suicide."

That's the biggest red flag ever. I can't handle having that burden placed on me and it feels like I have to walk on eggshells. Sure it's easy to say "You need to get away from him!" but I simply can't cut off contact. I'm afraid of what he'll do to himself, should I...

SyddyKitty

Sometimes I wish I could make my own clothes. Nothing fits me exactl the way I want it to. >_> And it's very rare that I find clothing that I like 100%, due to my odd tastes. I often just settle... .-. I do enough of that! Bleh.

Seriously, I hate pants and shorts. The papnts size I wear is 30x36 or 31x36... I rarely every find anything but 30x34 or 32x34... Once you go past that size, you go into square people sizes like 36x36. .-. Also, my pants fall down in the back more than...

SyddyKitty

Yay! I have a third blog now. O.o

So, today is my 24 hour day;
Wake up at 8
leave for class at 11:30
class from 12:45-2:15
Wait for the gym to open (by sitting in the gameroom)
Walk over to the school gym at 3:45
Workout until about 5
Home around 6, if traffic is good...
Then 4 hours until work. No nap time here, I have homework.
Work 10-7
Lucky to be asleep by 8.

SyddyKitty