A few blogs ago... if you can recall, I stated:
"A shift.
..you can always feel it coming.
But were you paying attention..?
Probably not,
No.
Probably not."

Like chimes in the wind, I'm being pushed in every direction... My screams for remorse, heard by eveyone, but ignored.
What could they do to silence me anyways?

Yesterday morning, after a pitiful attempt the night before to have 'fun' and 'go out', I hear the words...

Notthe7

he always skeazes on my girlfriends.
at first i just took it as he had no self control.
now it is moreso just making me not attracted
to my girl,he gets the idea in my head
and i just see my girlfriend with him...his version.

bleh!

ok....now i am going to go overthink this
until i get a headache.

psidom

Wednesday August 13th 2008

Someone drop a house on the witch

Well kids today was the day I saw my scrunge of a sister in over a year. Read on......


Woke up rather early as I had a million things to do before My Mom and the scrunge came over. Cleaned up our room a bit "Put away lube etc".

Went downstairs and had breakfast, egg whites topped with salsa, rye bread toast no butter. Juice and a peach. Apollo had Tuna, Fresh dry...

JasonDawgxxx

Even after a decent night’s sleep my mind cannot adequately process what I am thinking. Two hours of sitting by this blank computer screen has not helped. I feel vindicated in my worry, but there is no accompanying sense of pride in that. Fear overrides. But soon that will subside and its wake will be filled again by you with who knows what ….

I’d been so consumed by my thoughts I hadn’t even felt the tears coursing down my cheek as I lay in bed alone. Nine minutes past midnight....

stu.kay823

Tobias broke up with me. Says he has problems and isn't ready for a relaionship. He said he wouldn't mind being friends, but thinks we need to take a break for a "while" before we try to be friends. I don't want to be his friend. I can't carry on friendly conversation with the man I'm in love with.

I've never felt this way about anybody, and I mean that when I say it. I honestly thought that we'd have a future together. But he wants to break up. So be it. I'm just...

TattooedMamaMeg