my girlfriend was raised very very catholic
and never recognized sexuality as anything
other than a way to reproduce.

this makes her libido kinda like a cold boulder.

she never touches my cock unless i put her hand there,
her only fantasy was to have a boy fall on her...she never went further
and i genuinely believe her,
that was all she allowed herself due to her
upbringing which i have witnessed as
a kind of flowers...

psidom

i started working at the local pornshop.
i figured it would be pretty easy...
this place drives me batty,people that come in
are absolutely quacky majority of the time.

either they are super-defensive
or they are super obnoxious and hyper.
then a VERY few...are relaxed and cool.

everything is vintage as far as business goes
there,it is an archaic register and nothing is
automated.

cool thing is i get a...

psidom

he always skeazes on my girlfriends.
at first i just took it as he had no self control.
now it is moreso just making me not attracted
to my girl,he gets the idea in my head
and i just see my girlfriend with him...his version.

bleh!

ok....now i am going to go overthink this
until i get a headache.

psidom

friday i went to see an all ambient event
in chicago, when i got back i saw i got
the eyebolt for a cieling suspension rig
i have needed...well that helped me decide
what to do this weekend!

so i spent about 2 days measuring,drilling,cutting,glueing and estimating.

it is finally up and running.
now i am going to finally watch the movie "silken sleeves" and hopefully get inspired. ;)

psidom

i just recieved a new kinky DVD today
and have yet to watch it.
It is all Rope and BDSM.
it stars MIDORI who is an awesome rope top.
she is biracial and served in the military as well,she is where i heard of michael manning.

i initially wanted to buy another flogger
but the one i wanted was gone so i got this porno movie instead.

i will review it in a comment to this blog after
i watch it.

psidom