You never asked if I was game..
or 'Ready?, Set. , Go!"

The Hunt;
I led in the beginning.
Oh, how I thought I was sly..
I beckoned, you came.
Your little charade...you saw right through me from the draw.
But you chased me anyways..
let me get a feel of a wonderful control, one I felt quite entitled to.

Our eyes danced when they met..
flicker of ebony lashes,
dare I close them for one second?
My stomach churns...

Notthe7

(rough draft/written in a few minutes.. edit later)



Pretend!
Let us play a little pretend....


I'm me..
And you're you..
But the barriers have vanished.
Our diluted lust becomes an ocean of hope.

Shh!

Sheathe!
The outside world, we must not let them in!
Pretend! Pretend!
Childish games churn my mind
little games of pretend
all in my head?

You giggle at...

Notthe7

A few blogs ago... if you can recall, I stated:
"A shift.
..you can always feel it coming.
But were you paying attention..?
Probably not,
No.
Probably not."

Like chimes in the wind, I'm being pushed in every direction... My screams for remorse, heard by eveyone, but ignored.
What could they do to silence me anyways?

Yesterday morning, after a pitiful attempt the night before to have 'fun' and 'go out', I hear the words...

Notthe7

"So I'll go walking in the streets until my heels bleed
and I'll sing out my song in case the birds wish to sing along.
And I'll dig a tunnel to the center of the universe.
Well here I am. I don't know how to say this.
The only thing I know is awkward silence.
Your eyelids close when you're around me to shut me out.
I'll make my way across the frozen sea, beyond the blank horizon,
Where i can forget "you and me" and get a decent night's sleep."...

Notthe7

As I sat in my mirror powdering up the ol' nose.. something hit me..
'I get a lot of big cock.'

I continued to do my make-up processing the idea. I named off some boys of past escapades.. and thought about how most of my friends haven't experienced anything 'big' or if they had it was once/twice.

Do I attract big cock?
Does Big Cock like me back?
Am I excreting some type of hormo for larger than average men?
Or
Does my personality and attitude...

Notthe7