For My Distant Lover

Time stood still when you were carried away
My body posted in a trancelike stance as I watch my ecstasy fall out of life
In the moment where you were there then not
I felt lustful vibrations begin in my mouth from where you kissed me
They travel to my neck that you grabbed and yanked my head backwards
My abs tensed where you ran your tongue along my center
Heat fills the back of my thighs where you placed your hands while you...

So, thru much time spent in therapy, I've gotten to the point where I can examine who / what I am a little better and cope. I was never "mighty", but the phrase "How the mighty have fallen" is very apropos. Many of the situations I'm in are direct results of my issues. I guess that can be said for anyone. I don't know what I was thinking over the years, but man...I need to go back in time and slap the shit outta me.

I think the thing that stings the most is...