I apologise for my head being a giant morass lately. There is so much for me to say and yet I cannot extract an individual thought, translate it into a coherent string of words and segue to the next as I do ordinarily. Thoughts induce others as synapses flash with “add this” or “try this synonym”. Logic and all of its coldness has seemingly relegated to irrelevance. Logic is never irrelevant. I am not usually so readily vanquished by my emotions, but for past nine days … the smallest thing will...

I have not been on here in a while, only to check messages. I have been busy changing jobs and living life the best I can.

I have done a lot in the past year or so. One of my major accomplishments is losing over 100 Pounds and going from a size 24 to a size 14 as of October 2008. I lost so much weight and inches I had to hit Goodwill and buy new used clothes. No more fat clothes for me, Yippie! I was literally holding my pants up with huge safety pins.

I just wish I...

Friday-Saturday November 21st & 22nd 2008

Please Enjoy, Jason

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Song for the blog

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Qfl52CPjys

How do I interpret what's just happened? How do I know what it all means and how will I influence myself in the future? There is little incentive for me to revisit all this and yet I did.

Once again, first day was spanking, second day was bondage, domination and submission, and flogging. I don't know what it will be tomorrow, but the St. Andrew's Cross and sling in the corner have me worried. I'm doubting my goal for this workshop will be achieved.

I came here to learn...