Well, I found out that my charge is indeed logged with Fairfax, VA. But the sentence was suspended with no further action form the court. That's nice. I still maintain that that day should have never happened, but it did and I'll have to live with it.

So, I got tired of the bf trash talking about people and putting them down. He jumps up and gets mad about me not supporting him. Keeping my calm, like I usually do, I ask him what does my asking him to stop being nasty have to do...

My bf is a mean spirited person. We have a roommate that knows he has to leave because he doesn't pay rent, but my bf harasses him, disconnects the cable during the day so he can't use it, hides the remotes to the TVs and other dumb shit that is over the top. I can see what kind of parent he'd have been.

And what kind of bf is he? Not a very good one. We have no real sex life to speak of. He's no real support to me. I'd rather die than to ask him for anything. Lots more negative...

I visited Dlist.com today. Just to surf the profiles and check out the guy pics. Several of the guy's profiles that I looked at had an interesting slant to them. These guys thought VERY well of themselves. Almost a barbaric level of self confidence. I wonder how guys manage to have that much self confidence and self love like that?

I can remember a time when I was confident and thought well of myself. I was comfortable with my cock size and general state of physical being. To...

Why does it just feel like another day to me? A day I have off from work. I got nothing in the way of gifts from anyone. I didn't really get gifts for anyone. I've not had the holiday spirit in so long.

I can still remember when I did and things were going well. Back when the family was still alive and thriving. Back when I had both parents. It's been 27 years since I had a real Christmas. Things just kept moving further and further away from it as the years passed.
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So, I find it amusing that I asked the bf who he was IMing and he logged off really quick. Makes you wonder, just what is he hiding? There's been a lot of things that have gone on between us. I'd not be surprised if he went and was fooling around with another guy and then coming home and sleeping with me. I fully believe I mean something to him, but with my sex drive off like it is, he's likely out finding someone else to satisfy his "urges". It's funny, he wants to eat his cake and...