Things have gone...
Posted 03-21-2008 at 05:32 PM by Kimahri
Well, there hasn't been a lot of posting here. Though there's been a lot going on. Nothing all that interesting except for what I discovered this morning. See, I'm not sure if he succeeded or not, but I found 9 emails over the course of the last 28 days where my bf has been trying to solicit sex from these guys that are on the site with him. In fact, the last message was a mere 20 hours ago.
Everyone keeps telling me that I'm mad. I'm not mad. I was very cordial to the bf when he came in the house today. I had confronted him earlier about the issue and told him that I wasn't going to beat a dead horse with it.
Instead of playing WoW today, I spent most of the day contacting people I know and started making my departure plans. There is no reason to jump up and leave right NOW because I fouind this out. But I am still leaving.
My old FWB are pleased that I may be getting back to them. I got tired of random hookups so I got a couple of guys that I consistently went and did stuff with. We'll see.
The craziest thing. I don't hate him, I'm not upset, I don't wish him ill...nothing like that at all. The only thing that's come to mind is..."Yes, it's time to go."
Everyone keeps telling me that I'm mad. I'm not mad. I was very cordial to the bf when he came in the house today. I had confronted him earlier about the issue and told him that I wasn't going to beat a dead horse with it.
Instead of playing WoW today, I spent most of the day contacting people I know and started making my departure plans. There is no reason to jump up and leave right NOW because I fouind this out. But I am still leaving.
My old FWB are pleased that I may be getting back to them. I got tired of random hookups so I got a couple of guys that I consistently went and did stuff with. We'll see.
The craziest thing. I don't hate him, I'm not upset, I don't wish him ill...nothing like that at all. The only thing that's come to mind is..."Yes, it's time to go."
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 |  Praise God!It's about damned time! Make your plans and get the hell out! It's true what they say. The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference. It sounds to me like you have reached that point which is great. Good luck I hope you land safely. |
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| |  Sorry to hear the news, but maybe it was time to move on. Good luck and let us know how it goes. |
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| |  I'm with njqt466 and Think_Kink on this one... it's time! And I understand about the not being angry thing... I went through that with my ex as well. |
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| |  Kimahri, So sorry, man. May you find MORE in the future: more to feel good about, more to love, more to stay with... Best, MBe |
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| |  Good luck, buddy! |
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