Just another day
Posted 06-02-2008 at 08:47 PM by Kimahri
The irritability is very prominent now. I'm hoping that a med dosage increase will help. Things at home are status quo right now, but how long will that last? I don't know.
The fact remains, he can't cope with the rollercoaster of moods that I have. He was very hard headed in the beginning and pushed really hard for this relationship. When things got rough, instead of bailing like most, he simply started looking elsewhere. I was mad about it, but now I'm just wanting to get this overwith. I should have never let my finances get intertwined with his. Now, I've got to unravel everything.
Then...there is something else. I don't know if getting all this stuff sorted out won't change how I see things in this relationship. Martin has a lot of interest in what's going on with me and the bf.
The gym was good today. Only did four exercises and 15 minutes worth of bike. I'm not losing the weight that I want though. It'd be nice if I could get down to 205. But...we'll see.
The fact remains, he can't cope with the rollercoaster of moods that I have. He was very hard headed in the beginning and pushed really hard for this relationship. When things got rough, instead of bailing like most, he simply started looking elsewhere. I was mad about it, but now I'm just wanting to get this overwith. I should have never let my finances get intertwined with his. Now, I've got to unravel everything.
Then...there is something else. I don't know if getting all this stuff sorted out won't change how I see things in this relationship. Martin has a lot of interest in what's going on with me and the bf.
The gym was good today. Only did four exercises and 15 minutes worth of bike. I'm not losing the weight that I want though. It'd be nice if I could get down to 205. But...we'll see.
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