We'll be going to bed soon and I still don't feel a lot towards my bf. I feel bad knowing that I want to leave and haven't said anything to him about it. I've left once already and things have not gotten any better since my return.

Well, at least I've gotten past the penis envy issue for the time being. Man, that was getting to be a little unnerving. I still wish I were bigger though. I've not gotten enough time to myself to try the jelqing. Maybe when I become single.

Kimahri

I'm up long before I need to get out of the house. The bf is downstairs and I took a trip over to gaytube.com to take care of a little business. I don't think my meds are affecting me as much as they used to. The sex drive is coming back pretty nicely. Hopefully I won't be as frustrated as I was in my early 20s about how often I have sex.

Last night's dream had me up early. In the dream, the bf decided he was going to cheat and tell me about it. That did not go well. But, as...

Kimahri

So, it's Sunday morning. The bf has left to go manage the parking lot for the game. The teenaged roommate is still asleep, so I took the opportunity to watch some online porn. I gotta admit, online never disappoints. That guy, Jeremy Lory, is pretty popular. He looks like he's hung but I don't know how big he actually is. Be nice to find out.

So, I still come here and see all the really big cocks on this site. I gotta admit, there must be something about having a big one that...

Kimahri

Well, this isn't my first blog. My first blog is over at Livejournal under the name of Hotal. I don't know that I'll post here often.

But, I think this is a good place for my sexual musings. It's been on my mind for a while.....wishing my cock were bigger. I'm at a solid 8 x 5.5, but still feel like I should be bigger. I guess I want to be part of the rumor that all black men are hung 10"+ Being on this site, I've learned that the majority of the "big ones" here...

Kimahri