Second workout of the new year. I feel pretty decent. Except for this stiffness I'm beginning to feel. I did some stretching to try and make sure I don't double over in pain tomorrow when I get out of bed.

The gym was semi crowded. Apparently, the local high school has some of its teenage sportsmen go to the gym to work out. I don't know what sport they played. They didn't look all that big, so football is out. They were benching more than me, though....so I can't say a whole...

Kimahri

Well, I just posted about my job this morning. I must have drummed this up. Anyway, my boss pulls me aside to talk to me about my contract. It appears as though upper management has decided against any of the IT departments to hire any new people. My boss is going to keep trying to find things for me to be charged against so I can keep working. He says he'll try to give me a month's notice as to when things are winding down. That's pretty cool.

I don't know what happened today,...

Kimahri

I hate having meetings in the morning. You're never completely awake and everyone is grouchy. I just kind of sit there and stare at things in the room. I'm not really paying a lot of attention to what is being said. The meetings we have twice a week are kind of redundant. We don't really have much going on, but they still insist that we bring everyone up to date as to what's going on with us.

My job situation is kind of odd right now. A coworker has said to start looking for...

Kimahri

I sorta feel bad. Not a whole lot, but a little. I've mentioned that my bf hangs on a site for older to meet younger. I know he's talking to a couple people, but don't know who and what about. Anyway, I was surfing profiles on there and found a cute 23 yo that has a profile that I liked. I sent him an email this morning asking if he'd be interested in talking as friends. The bf will not know about this.

I spend a lot of time trying to find guys to connect with. The sex thing isn't...

Kimahri

I'd really like to get whatever is going on in my head resolved. It's been three weeks and no erections or ejaculations. Worse yet, I don't feel like I'm missing it. I've just not been horny at all. The bf thinks it's him, but since I usually sneak some porn while he's at work, it's an all around issue. Therapist thinks it's mood and med related. It doesn't help that I'm having issues with the bf outside of the bedroom.

I'm still a littlel sick. Wonder if that plays into it...

Kimahri