doesn't work!
you either just get rivulets down your cheeks anyway or a back log of tears that over flow and flood down.... you can't win and can't pretend everythings fine and life is all OK.


I'm sitting here breaking my heart.
I don't know why.
The tears just bypass the glasses and over flow directly down the cheeks.
I cannot stop them.
I can hardly breath.
My heart races and my pulse in my forehead seems to beat so hard yet not at all....

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So tonight I have been out with my fellow co-workers, for dinner, at the place where I work and leant alot about the people I work with.

Basically, they are all in therir 20s and had more sexual partners than I.

One is pregnant and the rest are expecting to be that way at some point.

They are all hot and beautiful and I've come home thinking all is lost and I am too late for this 'sex thing' bull shit.

I didn't join in on the 'how many partners...

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So my mother called this morning.

She wants to chuck out my wedding dress.
For some reason I've always left it there, rather than bringing it here, but not sure I want to chuck it out.

My marriage is in dire straits and don't think I want to chuck out the dress just yet.

I mean I'm not going to do anything with it if I keep it. Have no kids to pass it on to, would never fit into it again.... but it just seems a bit symbolic to just discard.... yet....

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On several occasions I've been in chat when some bloke has piped up 'there's a bird in my bed' or 'there's some girl in my kitchen'.

Just something they brought home last night with them and forgotten all about in the cold light of day!

Well I'd been away for the weekend and got home yesterday to what looked like the remnants of a bird in my dining room!

My cat brought her home.
There's feathers everywhere.

Allergic...

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So week 5 was my last week in LA... and it didn't really start as planned, or in the best of health...

I was staying the next 10 days with a friend and it turns out was horribly allergic to the duvet (comforter) on my bed!

Has my worst asthma event to date and she seriously wondered if I'd be alive in the morning.... which might have been a signal to her to call 911 but heh ho, she didn't, and more my luck than judgement I survived by managing to remove...

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