The title says it all... this blog will be used as a journal, it will store my thoughts and feelings, current events, and other randomness.
I should do this more often, huh...
Posted 06-25-2008 at 10:12 PM by TattooedMamaMeg
I'm just posting an update I suppose! Haven't blogged here in a while, huh. I guess I just haven't had anything newsworthy to share! But now I do. My beloved Dane, Tobias, will be coming to the states to visit me for 28 days. He'll be arriving on July 2nd, and departing on July 30th. Yay! I'm excited. 
It was April 13th that he first told me he was in love with me... and it's been great ever since! He's such a great guy, I'm really lucky. However, despite all the love and luck, I'm still incredibly nervous to meet him for the first time. I'm just insanely afraid of rejection, and I'm not sure why! It's like... he's seen several pictures of me, he knows what I look like... but there's still always that fear (at least, with me) that maybe he won't find me attractive. He keeps saying he's in love with me and that he DOES find me attractive, etc... and I *know* that he means it, but I still question whether he means it or if he's just saying it because he's my boyfriend and he has to. 
I'm not that worried about it, though, I just want to hold him. I just want him to be here! I'm definitely more excited and happy than scared.
Other than that, not much is going on. I've got this vicious cold... yuck. I hate being sick! So, to make myself feel better, I've got a chocolate cake baking in the oven. I don't often indulge in sweets or anything, but when I'm sick, I go totally nuts over chocolate and I have no idea why. I guess I should just be happy I only get sick once a year, tops.
Life is good, I s'pose. I miss you guys. And just for laughs, go check this out. Who actually owns one of these?!? Hahaha.
http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d1...nebrat/WTF.jpg
It was April 13th that he first told me he was in love with me... and it's been great ever since! He's such a great guy, I'm really lucky. However, despite all the love and luck, I'm still incredibly nervous to meet him for the first time. I'm just insanely afraid of rejection, and I'm not sure why! It's like... he's seen several pictures of me, he knows what I look like... but there's still always that fear (at least, with me) that maybe he won't find me attractive. He keeps saying he's in love with me and that he DOES find me attractive, etc... and I *know* that he means it, but I still question whether he means it or if he's just saying it because he's my boyfriend and he has to. I'm not that worried about it, though, I just want to hold him. I just want him to be here! I'm definitely more excited and happy than scared. Other than that, not much is going on. I've got this vicious cold... yuck. I hate being sick! So, to make myself feel better, I've got a chocolate cake baking in the oven. I don't often indulge in sweets or anything, but when I'm sick, I go totally nuts over chocolate and I have no idea why. I guess I should just be happy I only get sick once a year, tops.
Life is good, I s'pose. I miss you guys. And just for laughs, go check this out.
Who actually owns one of these?!? Hahaha.http://i34.photobucket.com/albums/d1...nebrat/WTF.jpg
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 |  HOw Fabulous Meg! I do wish you the best of luck in meeting your guy. Take a deep breath and try to enjoy every second of tingly anticipation! |
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| |  He's attracted enough that he's being drawn across the ocean to meet you... Meg, he's not just saying he finds you attractive because he's your BF. He's your BF because he's attracted to you. Hope you feel better soon and wish you the all the best with your month together with your beau. |
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| |  I DO know exactly how you're feeling... there's something about that first face to face meeting that can be utterly terrifying, fearing the 'in person' relationship won't be nearly as attractive to him as the online one, at least thats how I felt. And I am sure you will find as I did, that the love is already there, everything else is frosting now! Gosh I'm really happy for you and hope you have a GREAT time!!  |
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| |  Meg im so happy for you. This is wonderful news. Dont worry about it. Everthing will work out im sure.  |
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