Oh Crack!

Crack is addictive.. MDMA isn't. You're joke isn't even remotely funny. Get your facts straight.. you're making yourself look stupid.

I lost 20 pounds in two months when I let a crack addict live with me, I was so anxious. I was scared shitless.

Got a new dealer I think I will skip school today and get high. Shit what is another brain cell or two. Thats the beauty of it!!!! So much fun today and so many regrets tomorrow. But I am well aware of how this drug effects me, my relationships, my growth and not to mention my mental health so I will probably have no regrets. Oh and stay off the road because my stupid ass drives impaired on this shit, which is so coutreous to other unsuspecting drivers. And this is a reason to be scared shitless too!

In an attempt to feel like I am still in control of my life... I find myself lying about and exaggerating "my life's" accomplishments. I am close to dilussusional trying to defend my use. Shit, when I was, say in my 20's, I never would have wasted my life this way...I was WAYYYY to smart for that! But I am older now and am confident that what I am doing isnt destroying my life, after all "crack" is harmless, RIGHT? I talked to all my "friends" and we did "research" and there is nothing wrong with the stuff!!
Yeah for crack and my drug obsessed life!!! I should have recognized I had a problem when all I do is obsess over when the next time I will get high will be... NOPE!!! not me, shit no, I got 3.5 weeks to fuck up my brain at christmas and I dont care how anything else goes as long as I am HIGH!!!!

You sound really crazy and obsessed with what is basically T.K. decision to use drugs in this blog. Ugh.
So must for thinking you had a rational view of anything.
cigarbabe