I need to vent...

why is it at the age of 20 i dont know how to be happy... and that i cant remember the last time i was happy... and i know happiness is hard to get but i cant remember the last time i was content in my life.... where i said to myself i have a pretty good life... i am not saying that i have it as bad as some people out there in the world but i dont think i am asking for much... to just be content in life...

there isnt one thing i am content with in my life......

BiCuriousC