I`m not trying to be rude, please understand that, i`m making a record of this stuff so maybe someone will look into it, those who are not threading anymore are probly just giving me the respect to get this done, and if your really my friend then you`d know that i love you all and i dont mean any harm to anyone, i just wanted to make a record of what was and is going on since i type fast. I love attention butt not this way, yes i`m a freak but theres a time for compassion too. If you want to bail on me as a friend then you never were to begin with and i`m better off not knowing you. Theres alot of people who i`m sure care, the last thing i want to do is be an attention getter, my heart is in this and again i appaulagize to anyone i`ve offended or non intentionaly ignored.


lafever