I never think about my first time - even when I see the guy.
He and it were forgettable.

Also, I don't fantasize when when having sex. I'm totally in the moment and involved with what's happening in the present, making it feel as good as I can - fuck the past.
My fantasies are for masturbation and are based of the person I am fucking at the moment or one or two from the past. It usually involves things I want to try with him next or something good from the last session... like last week I had oral so good I was shaking for 10 minutes afterwards, then was on the receiving end of a spanking so very nice, that my ass tingled the whole next day. Both definitely crossed my mind next masturbation session.
