I would have to say that I sense a feeling of inadequacy in not being able to shoot anymore. I used to squirt my first few spurts when I was younger. Now being older (46) it just oozes no matter
how intense my orgasm feels!
I also feel inferior because my loads have greatly reduced in size. I am lucky if I get 1/4 to 1/3 of a teaspoon these days! It is so hot to see a big load shooting all over! I envy those who can.
Nice to hear not everyone cares about this!
But it seems great feelings of inadequacy overcome me because I see it being so masculine to have a big, THICK cock (I don't have that), to get and stay rock hard for a long time ( I have some troubles with that), to cum big loads in big spurts ( I don't do that, even when young my loads were never that huge)... I just don't feel very masculine.
