Wait 'til I tell Elize! The princess likes the word cunt! Wow! That's one I never can bring myself to use, just seems too pejorative or something. "Pussy" really sounds silly, and "vagina" sounds too formal. But my tongue, my fingers, and my dick don't care what it's called: a good woman hole is damn good to find.

Now, I have another trouble: a gentleman never tells... supposedly. I want to share something that happened with Elize a couple of weeks ago, but it is so fresh, so intimate, and we are so tight right now... it just seems wrong to go blabbing about it. Still, think about two nineteen year olds, sharing a tent in the mountains, the guy built and looking like me, the girl a delicate but healthy beauty, both of us uninhibited, sensual, able to keep going like the Energizer bunny. "The tent, $250; the sleeping bags that can be configured like a large single, $400; the park admission, $12; the fucking, PRICELESS!"

Really, if I want to be a real "gentleman," I shouldn't be sharing what happened with any of my partners. There was the guy with alopecia, no hair at all, made me feel better about the skimpy bits I have, but then he was so smooth absolutely everywhere, and a body builder... I've never felt anything, guy or girl, like what he felt like. If he wanted to be a prostitute, he could have probably made fantastic money, but I don't encourage anyone to do it for money.

Then there was the class saluditorian my senior year in high school. Man, she was so the quiet, studious type on the outside. You never saw her with a crowd, but she'd be with one or two people often, and talking about something serious or funny. Weird because she was really beautiful in her own distinct way, but she didn't do the popular stuff. She was ignored by the "in" folks, and she didn't really seem to mind. One day we were leaving the school at about the same time, and she just gave me a look.

She kinda used me to take her virginity. She couldn't take all of me... well, really that first time it wasn't what I'd normally really call all out sexual intercourse. Eventually we did fuck, and she had been doing some reading or had a very creative streak because it was some of the best high school sex I'd ever had. Anyway, we were completely not a couple, not headed the same direction at all, but we had fun a few times, and we did use each other for sex, but it was in a respectful way, if that makes sense.

I'll have to think about how I can be genteel... lol, surfer kid with straight A's from Malibu... okay, how I can with some grace share an intimacy or two that instruct and illuminate.