A Dilemma

Alright,
There's a new guy at a local gas station (and he lives like, right across the street from me), and I thought he was kinda cute since I first saw him (as in, wanted to suck his penis), but he gives out a totally straight vibe and i'm afraid to even say anything. . .


. . .But then, I find out that he has a Myspace profile, and. . .wtf. . .he's gay.

The problem? My nosy fucking bastard-of-a-brother found it ahead of time, and if I even did anything, there's a very good chance that this would be the SECOND time that I was "outed" by a Myspace hookup.

I'm afraid to say anything out of fear of creating awkwardness/being found out, but I have a fantasy of having a discreet fuckbuddy. lol I was thinking about actually explaining everything to him through an e-mail (that I had no idea, that i'm closeted etc etc), but i'm not sure if that's a good idea


So, should I say anything or just let it go?

OK, you could try to astablish a 'public' relation with him... going to put gas in 'his' station, and have a cordial relation with him, but SHOULD, in MY pov, write him a email, explaining everything, and TRY to have a descrete sex relation with him. JUST be carefull not to out, neither him, or YOU in the process.

my OWN advice about being closeted is: be to the world AROUND you, but not to yourself. be sure of what you want and are, and live your life not sufering from running away of WHO you are! ;)

I'm pretty sure that he already is out; his profile says "Orientation: Gay," and he has a lot of female friends. Besides these giveaways, he does not give any signs of being gay at all.

I want to message him, but I'm so scared of my brother getting all pissed, and my mom having a nervous breakdown again. . .



:-(