I have funny hands (missing a finger from each) and even though I'm an exhibitionist, my dick is respectable, I'm smooth and I shoot a really big load, I don't want to show myself on cam for that exact reason.

Whenever guys ask me for pics or vids I have to refuse. I'm shy about it, but only about that!

Always wondered how to deal with this - any advice? It's weird to be an exhibitionist with my dick but have to hide the one thing that touches it.

Hope this isn't too weird a post for y'all.