Originally Posted by SomeGuyOverThere

I just realised that my response seemed a bit un-attached. I want to add that your story was touching and very emotional, though it was a sad one I also sense it marked a moving forward in your life which you are better for.

Now that's sounding like a Tarrot reading, I can do one of those for you too if you like. :P

As Yorkie pointed out, I think at the moment you are better off for not being his friend, and I know what that can feel like. I recently had to basically ditch one of my friends after years of a strained relationship. We were really close in school, almost sexually so, but a lot of things happened and now I think there is a rift between us. It's like we came to a cross-roads, and he took one path, I took the other, and our paths are no longer parrallel.

In the end, sometimes you have to let people go. it's a terrible thing but it can come to the point where keeping them is even more terrible. That's not much comfort, and I'm really sorry, it's just my observation...