Gay feelings as a kid

Very interesting topic Slant. When I was a kid I had vivid attractions to both women and men. It was rather bluntly explained to me that one was "okay" and the other was not. I think that fueled what remained a growing obsession with the guys. I never failed to be drawn toward whatever I was told not to do.

Once I hit high school it was apparent to me that I preferred guys, though I still found some women sexually attractive. I still do, actually, though I don't tend to think of myself as "bi" - I'm usually too busy getting fucked up the ass to nail a chick.

That's also why I don't have a percentage here. Sometimes I associate as gay, sometimes bi, and I look and act straight 95% of the time. So I really just think of myself as "sexual" and leave it at that. And maybe add that I'm a damn good bottom.

First grade -- my principal was like a knight in shining armor. Also saw a neighbor who was mowing his lawn with only a pair of denim cut-offs (this was the mid-70s) -- I still remember his hairy chest and thighs and stared at him for several more years.

Same thing for me. I wouldnt call myself bi/straight/gay. Depends on my mood but i act straight. it's like i'm socially/mentally attracted to women but physically attracted to guys.

I remember going to my brother's baseball games and watching his coach - he always was tan and super buff and wore no-sleeve shirts. i wouldnt say that turned me on, nor do i remember getting an erection, but i always loveed looking at him.

Before I hit puberty when I was a kid, I hung out with girls most of the time. I thought this meant that I was a normal guy who was attracted to girls. I even had crushes on some girls. I could relate to them and was better at talking to them than the other guys. I thought this just meant that I was lucky and good with girls.

It wasn't until puberty hit that I realized that my friendships with girls were just friendships. I was actually physically attracted to guys.

I never felt attracted to a man before I was 16. As a kid I had crushes on women and never thought about a man while j/o before I was 16. My bi side appeared about 2 years ago.

I'm exactly the same way

Without a doubt...I've always been gay, which makes it very difficult to buy the 'its a choice' argument, especially given that argument is generally from people living as 'straight'.

From my earliest memory I was very intrigued by men. Women didn't do it for me anywhere similarly. I was jealous of men with muscles, hairy chests, broad shoulders, deep voices, etc. I was always curious what they had in their pants. It was years later when I first started to realize that it was more than a curiosity...I was fully attracted to men on all levels. I've experimented with women to see the other side, so to speak, but it doesn't do anything for me.

oooh i'd love to find out. *buys airline ticket to LA*

I remember as a child of about 5 going to get my hair cut at the local barber. I always ended up with Joe, he did hair for the young crowd. Then there was Dominic. Wow! He was someone I wanted to take a bath with. I suppose that was sort of gay; although, I couldn't define it that way at the time. Meanwhile Joe was always nice to me and would force a lollipop on me afterwards-the bastard was into those horrid green lollipops, I wanted a red one. Years went by and then one day Dominic cut my hair. He may have been sexy; but, he was lousy at getting my hair cut properly. Fortunate thing for me, it was 1971 and I let my hair grow long after that.

I also remember watching television shows and staring at the crotch of each man on the screen-McHale's Navy offered several. Same thing happened at the movies. Same thing happened a number of times at Church as well-and I had a desire to push Mrs. Williams out of the way so I could have her husband all to myself-was any of that gay? Perhaps.

I'll pick you up from the airport marluc, but you'll have to ride me home.

I am going to show my age here, but I remember as an 8 year old, that I had a crush on David McCallum from the Man from Uncle. Soon after, my best friends and I had a you show me yours and I'll show you mine session.
I popped a boner upon seeing the other guys dicks. The cool thing was, the other two guys couldn't get it up and they were kind of jealous. The next day of course they started spreading word around that I liked boys. It was a tough time growing up when your weren't made fun because you might be gay, you were just queer.

I had crushes on other boys when I was in primary school. When I was about 10 I saw two boys kissing in the playground and it was like a bolt of lightning hit me. I dated girls in high school from peer pressure but was busy fooling around with other boys at the same time.

For me, my emotional attraction to other guys preceded my sexual attraction. I guess because the crushes and unnamed longing happened before puberty.

This is a touchy subject. Speaking plainly, From the earliest age, I remember being excited about guys. Not that I wanted to kiss but wanted to jerk off thinking about well endowed guys

I never preferred guys to girls, but stories were spread by other guys who experimented with me,...so I got a reputation and more came. It became like my superhero-power [lol].

There was a basketball player who was very large that I cried when he stopped wanting sex from me. I didn't realize I was wanting more than getting off with him until he refused me, call me a 'fag' and punched me. I think these were my first gay feelings that I was aware and ashamed of.

I asked my mom if I could marry a girl when I was six. She told me no, girls marry boys. Im 23 now, and Im bisexual. My BF and I swing pretty reguarly.

K

I feel sorry for you - those green ones are disgusting...