Anythinggoes: I'm going something pretty similar at the moment. Even though my mother, my sister, and a great portion of my friends are convinced he's not straight, I've come to accept that my best friend will always be straight and out of my reach, so I'm trying to move on in my life without him. I find it nearly impossible to be around him at all without having attached feelings, so I'm thinking about going on in my life after I graduate without him as a friend. It hurts to think about it, but I need to do what's best for me.