The first time I ever masterbated to the point of ejaculation was when I was 10 years old, and taking a bath at my gramma's house. I had been getting hardons for years before that, but that was the first time I had done anything with it. I remember it started with a warm washcloth as I was washing. It felt good so I started rubbing it around and whatnot. After a bit when I finally shot, it hit me in the face as I was laying there. I remember how good it felt, but for some reason I felt ubber guilty afterwards, even though I didnt really know what had happened totally.

I never had any sex talks growing up. What I knew came from talking with one of my few friends; he lived across the road. The rest came from finding and old school sex/health textbook in the bottom of the bathroom closet also at my gramma's. Hmmm.... kinda sad now that I think about it.

-B