One year to the day....

The statement about straight porn kind of bothered me though. I've seen some really gentle and almost lovemaking-esque straight porn aswell as hardcore.. I think it is because people don't want to see gentle fuss when they jerk off..

Anyway I myself can be very gentle and on the other hand quite wild too. Women seem to enjoy be rougher, wild sex more.. Atleast if they'd have to choose which one to go with through the whole session. I enjoy both.

TK, I did NOT read the whole story..." Ok, I read a few lines.." But, I hope you will NEVER stop being his friend.." Even though he changed, as I skimmed though others POST.." He will come back to you as a FRIEND when he stops the DARN drugs.." It may not help you. But, I hope you know what I wrote is true, to the best of my knowledge..." That is how it usually works out.."

I just think that girls screaming is fake. He's never really enjoyed straight porn.. so it was easier and logical to get gay porn.. he is gay. And I'd much rather watch boys fuck than girls. You're not grasping this idea very well.
If he doesn't die first yes he will come back to me...

I don't think it is an issue of grasping an idea. I just stated my opinion and I still wonder why do you enjoy watching gay porn so much :D Does lesbian porn do anything for you or group stuff?

I hope you don't mind the dumb ass questions of mine.. just dont have the energy to read through posts too much now :D

Some les stuff does. But I like Gothic and the stereotypical blond stuff. I like freakish types of girls... group stuff leaves too much for my mind to pay attention to.

Quite a contrast to how I lost my virginity. I don't understand the whole concept in people putting so much effort into it. Sex is supposed to be fun, not mentally and emotionally challenging!

How was it different?

Thank you for being open with us and sharing this with us TK. You sound like a very mature young person that is wise beyond her years.

Sorry to hear about your friend being involved with drugs.

When I first read your story I was thinking maybe he didn't want to continue the friendship / best friend relationship with you because he felt all guilty and shit. And even though you two had amazing sex together......he is still gay and he prefers men. And maybe he felt really bad about himself. Confused......and he turned to over indulging in drugs. (Because in drug state he doesn't have to think about his actions)

Your story reminds me a little of a movie that I saw with Emma Thompson.....I think the title of it was ? Carrington..(1995)...or something like that. The story is about a beautiful woman that falls in love with a gay man. Both of them care deeply for each other.....but he is gay and she is not. So they end up living in the same house......he with various parade of lovers and she does the same......and she has serious relationships with a couple of the guys......But when push comes to shove, she won't ever kick her gay best friend out of her home......nor will she leave him to marry some guy (that just happens to be rich and wealthy and affluent......and has a high social standing or position)

It is kind of a sad movie.....but in a way it is not. She can't have him like she wants to have him......but just being with him is enough for her. (Or it appears that way in the movie)

I sincerely wish the best of luck to you. And I am thinking good thoughts for your friend.......hoping he will ween off the drug useage.

I'll rent the movie, it sounds interesting. Thanks.