how big was your first?

well, I guess some people that have had averages the first time don't want to take part of this :0/ there are some bullshitters here ..11x6 :) bull.

There's a good chance a lot of people are taking their partners word for it. Sadly, this is hardly a recipe for honest answers.

Not sure of the size, we didn't talk about it, but my first was perfectly average in every way. Which was a good thing for my first time.

When I first started hooking up with guys I was almost exclusively oral, in fact I don't think I gave my ass up again for over a year after that first time. The more cock I sucked the more my fascination with size grew. After a while I was lucky enough to be opened up by a truly awesome fucker - above average cock, probably 7-7.5 range, but more importantly a passionate, patient guy - I realized that I love to get fucked. The orgasm he gave me while his cock was buried in my ass went to 11. He helped me become more confident (read: less terrified) and it's be downhill ever since. Now all you have to do is flash a big cock at me and my legs fly up in the air.

about 5'3, 95lbs-ish

My first was with my first boyfriend, he has a nine inch cock, and I have been a size queen ever since. That's the truth. If your first is huge, you judge everything against it in the future. Not that I haven't had guys since with much smaller dicks and had a great time. It is more psychological. Also as a gay bottom, I think bigger dicks don't hurt as much. Once they are in, they fill you up, and don't bang around. Smaller dicks can jam and jab alll over the place if the top isn't careful.