You deserve, and can get, much better. NOBODY has the right to hit you, unless they are defending their own lives because you are trying to hurt them. I get so angry at abuse--physical, emotional, any kind. NO matter what, it is inexcusable. My dear boy, go home, heal, and then move on with your life. Much joy and love awaits you in your life ahead, I am confident of that! You have SO much going for you, and so many people who do, and will appreciate and love you for YOU< all of you, and treasure their time with you, and count themselves lucky to be with you. NEVER believe for a second you ever "deserved" it, no matter what! NOBODY deserves to be hit by their lover! He is worthless scumsucker for hurting you this way, and I hope he gets what HE deserves! Take some solace in the fact that if you are patient enough assholes will generally fuck themselves over far worse than you ever could, if you just give them time. HUGS! Keep in touch with your family here, and remember we are here for you! |