Back in the Seventies, when I was in college, I had a girlfriend who was in art class and asked me to be 'her' model for the class. I too was rather apprehensive, but she assured me it was non-sexual and even if I popped wood, there was a towel there to cover til you recovered, (she told of a couple of guys who used it). I got paid $35 an hour and by the end of college had posed about 10 times. I guess I am generally a shower, but if it gets cold, perhaps not. LOL.
Anyway, throughout, I never got aroused, it was never cold, and I was never embarrassed. I got a few dates out of the later classes, and there does seem to be at least one size queen in every class.
The strangest thing about it is that over the past 30 years, since those days, I have bumped into at least 6 or 7 people, both male and female who attended the classes where I posed. Invariably, when it comes up, I feel sort of embarrassed, but it is always followed by compliments about how I looked back then, and how good I look now. (I work out--alot). The women ALWAYS, look at my crotch when they say that, and I love it.
I would say, go, be calm, keep your towel handy, and see if you can listen
to an IPod or something to let your focus wander, (it helps-believe me). The only thing you really have to fear is your perception of yourself.
Peace,
AOX3 |