" I'm lost, confused, and beginning to come up with reasons as to why I don't want it. And that's possibly the most scary of all, because someday, I'd like to experience it, however awkward and worthless the experience is."


Hi Mike,

Good thing u are opening up

Hope u find someone close to u and who u trust and that can help u but dont keep talking just to yourself because i think u are going to find the same reasons for the "whys" not.

A good thing is not rush to do it just for doing it because when is "right" its a wonderful experience.

take care!