I looked at guys when I was growing up but I thought everyone did. I dated women and had an active sex life with them. I had my first experience with a guy when I was 19. He was a friend of mine and we had the whole "I think I might be Bi" talk. We sucked each other's dicks and it was disgusting. I figured I must be straight. Right before I turned 22, I met a guy at the beach. He was 29 and hot as hell. That night he lit my M4M fuse. He was the right guy. It was all downhill from there.

So I guess it didn't really hit me until I was 21.