LOL Age 12-1/2 or 13?

I had the same bewildered thought that I might have broken it or something the first time. Damn it was intense. Pocket porn mag smuggled into the bathroom√ Door locked√ Standing in front of the vanity counter and mirror√ Stroking and getting a lot of precum √ Imagining the women in the photos being real√ Then pressure builds out of control into spasming.... blast of adreneline hot flash √ nirvana! holy fuck — what was that?

Man it felt almost criminal afterward walking back into the normalcy(?) of the family to join everyone for supper. High with that rush of euphoria and yet the paranoia that everyone must notice something different.

I was in awe seeing my freshly milked ejaculate that first time! It gave me a flashback to a comment or joke I had heard at a much much earlier age, when another kid told us his big brother had two holes in his dick. One for lemonade and one for cream. It finally made sense. Sort of.

It also struck me even then that I was now virile, becoming a man. Still waiting for pubic hair but on my way.