As someone fascinated by large ejaculators, what do you mean by freakishly huge-shooter?

I'm not a big shooter although I've been a decent one. I masturbate considerably, so I never really get a build up. But, I have wet dreams some...or rather enough where I haven't ejaculated, but definitely have precum alot. Oddly enough, unless I'm really worked up and having a long session with myself or someone, i don't precum in the waking world. I've gotten off before going to sleep and clean up only to wake like 5 hours later with another precum mess. My sexual habits seem to stem from a trauma I had with sex, or so I'm told....

So, I'm all fucked up. :)