How do I break this news to you? If the guy is having sex with you he is no longer STRAIGHT. At the very least he has crossed over to bi-sexual experimentation but STRAIGHT he no longer is, especially if he has gotten into mutual masturbation and/or oral sex with you. Once his hand or mouth his on your penis he has waved bye-bye to his STRAIGHTNESS. This is not a crime or a sin, it is just a matter of dealing with the reality of his sexuality.

As to the part about size, I can not figure out just where you have been but from what I have found there are men on both ends of the penis size scale who are willing to engage in sexual encounters. I have been with small men and large men and everything in between (yeah I'm something of a tramp, what of it?) and there were a few of them who claimed they were STRAIGHT. (yeah and I'm Whitey Ford, no it's Tuesday I'm Walter Cronkite). I have also found a few guys who were interested in an encounter because of my size, they catch a glimpse when I'm in taking a whiz or they have heard about me from loose lipped men I've been with in the past. I wear loose fitting trousers and stand a lot so there is not an easy sighting of meat for them (unless they have those comic-book x-ray glasses).

So, what have we learned? The men you have met are either full-blown Queers (similar to me!!!!) or are at the very least bi-sexual (technically me since I have been with women and was married years back during my closet years) and these men want to have sexual release. It is now up to you whether or not you wish to proceed with them.