Why Me?!

Why is it that I always fall for the straight boys? I so hate this, it's like the 3rd time that i've totally fallen for a straight guy and it hurts sooo much cause I want him sooo bad. He's such a flirt, and he acts like he wants it, and I crave him! I can taste him, and the smell of just being near him drives me crazy!

UGH

Oh, and i hope everyone had a good Christmas.

Hmmmm ...

You've got that beautiful smorgasbord out there
...and you keep going for the forbidden fruit.

It seems you purposely set yourself up for failure, Ryan, so you can say it's not your fault. It would really be better to take a chance on the smorgasbord. So what if you get a sour apple every once in a while - we all do. Eventually you'll pick the right one.

Just don't be afraid to try - and don't be tempted by the forbidden fruit.

He's probably a bi in hiding....


;)

Ryan:

Yup, I hear you bro!
I

Did the same thing!
Well who know's what the new year will bring...
Don't give up, give it some time...
Perhaps next time...
Maybe things will still turn around.
Feel free to PEM me if you need someone to vent to privately. I'd be
interested in hearing your story.
totem27@lycos.com

If a girl is bi, what's the problem? I hear ya though man, I go for the "weird" ones as well. No worries, you'll find a cool woman soon enough. You have a cool look, I bet I know a few girls that would love meeting a guy like you !!

I wish my lawn was as emo as the girl I'm messing with now, that way it'd cut itself, hahaha. God I hate emo girls 99 percent of the time, but she's too cute to hold horrible musical taste against her. Although if I hear one more "drowning in my tears" type song, I'm putting a bullet through my head to end the ear-shattering pain.

Straight girls turn into lesbians all the time around me once they hear my views on multiple subjects, haha.

I will make this my own.

Yeah, guys are like that too. I think I'm all they need to decide they'd rather fuck men!

this may or may not mean something coming from a girl, but if you r having problems with just finding gay/bi girls attractive, then why dont you look for someone who does not meet your requirements/taste. Find someone a little different and dont look for edgy. that doesnt mean u should give up completely. remember, there are girls out there who r edgy and strickly dickly :)


amanda

I had no idea what this was until I looked it up. I am still LMAO


:D :D

Then why the hell did I only turn into a newt?

Seriously, tho, Ryan, where are you meeting these fellows?

Falling for what you can't have.....is safer. That way it isn't "your" fault and you don't have to actually physically or emotionally commit or reveal yourself to another human?

I know EXACTLY what you mean.. you may hate them in the moment, but time heals all wounds, and it seems like love is forever.