hungcuriousNC: My story is kind of funny. I jacked off in the bathroom all the time and when I was 12 (barely 12 at that) I was in there just whacking my meat good. Then all of the sudden I felt something a little different... can't say it was or wasn't a tingling feeling, but then I DID feel like something was coming up the shaft of my dick. All of the sudden a white, pearly colored bubble of fluid no bigger than the size of a pencil eraser kind of erupted from my slit and sat right there on the tip of my dick. I honestly got scared and thought that I had some disease. I had heard my mom say something about a yeast infection to her friend and I thought I had caught it from her by setting on the toilet.
I asked my friend next door who was a year older than me and he told me what it was and what had happened. Had it not been for him, I don't know who would have told me. I would have never asked m parents and every time they tried to talk to me, i would run off in pure panic and ambarassment of the discussion. My friend next door had an older brother who was 3 years older than him. He told me that one day he came running into his bedroom and told him to watch what he could do... and began stroking his dick and shot a load. He said that was how he knew what it was.
After that, I remember feeling disappointed b/c I knew that I could now get a girl pregnant if I didn't wear a condom. (I hadn't quiet figured it out entirely that I wasn't interested in girls). I also was discouraged b/c now I would have to clean up after each time I jacked off. I guess I looked at it a bit differently than other guys did. |