kyle: Judgmental with good reason. A grown man blowing an 8-year-old boy is the very definition of pedophilia. The fact that you pursued him was likely a learned behavior, and it's not unheard of that a pedophile emotes caring feelings for their victims.
If you choose to cherish the memories that's certainly your business but you shouldn't expect rousing support for such disturbing events which most people consider traumatic.
I just pray you didn't continue the cycle of abuse on other children when you were grown. |