Yeah right you do - closet case figures - good luck with your sad life man - only have been with 5 men? Marrying a woman? On a big dick board looking for sex with men? So sad - admit you're gay and get on with your life - otherwise it is pathetic. I guarantee you can do without vagina, but will cheat on your "wife" left and right looking for cock. Just face who you are and live a healthy happy life instead of denying who you are and being a slut on a board filled with mostly fat old sad closeted guys. You can be happy and are lucky to live in a country, age, (and particularly city) where you can be openly gay - don't look back in 20 years and regret your life...