Hung_BF-Lover: Journal Entry of Andy Sedar:
July 8
Dear journal,
These past few weeks here have been the most incredible time of my life. Due largely (you'll excuse the pun) in part to my meeting Blake. I honestly don't know what has come over me, falling for a jock. But the way he makes love to me is beyond words. He looks like nothing more than a big, dumb, overinflated musclehead. But i could never have been more wrong in my life. He is the sweetest most sensitive guy I've ever met. And the fact that he's drop-dead gorgeous with the body of a Greek god doesn't hurt either.
On a more personal note, if that is possible, something kind of funny happened last night. We were playing, like we always do after lights out, and I said something that I never thought I'd hear myself say. Despite being gay, there are some words I refuse to use, like "girlfriend". But I couldn't help myself. He was riding me, and he actually asked "Who's your daddy?". I couldn't believe my ears when i said "You are". Imagine....ME, calling another man "Daddy"! Oh, Journal, what should i do? I'm madly in love with him, and I don't know how to tell him. I'm afraid that this is only a Summer fling, as it were, to Blake.
He doesn't realize, I think, what an effect he's had on me. None of the councilors know what's going on because in public, we play it like we're really good friends. He's brought something out in me. I don't know what, and i had no idea it was there, but I like it. I like what I see in the mirror, now, Journal. A lot of people have started calling me "Mini-Blake" because I've started dressing like him and going on workouts with him at the camp's gym. Blake is the best to workout with because he doesn't push me, and makes me feel like I can do it. I'm not even close to his build, but I've noticed some differences. I never knew I had some of the muscles I'm starting to notice. Being with Blake makes me feel like I'm the only person in his world besides him. And when he isn't around, i find myself thinking about him and wondering what he has in store for me next.
We've won most of the sporting activities because we make such a good team. And when we did karaoke, forget it. I'm truly in love with Blake, and I have no idea what to do about it. I haven't even gotten up the nerve to ask if he's out, or worse, if he has plans for after camp. If he wants to stay together after camp, I'm more than willing. Nothing would make Dad happier than me bringing home a big jock like Blake. I mean, we're from the same town.....but I don't know how he feels about this. I plan on having a heart-to-heart with him tonight after bed time. I'll write again to let you know what happens, Journal. But for now, i gotta go because Blake and i have to get to the Lodge for dinner.
Bye for now,
Andy
Andy looked up as Blake came in, "Ready for Dinner? It's our turn to cook for everyone."
"Cool, that's right up my alley."
Blake smiled, "No, up your alley is later, little guy."
Andy only blushed as he closed his diary and put it in his bag. He got up, and walked over to Blake. He luxuriated in the feel of Blake's warm body as Blake put his arm around Andy's shoulders.
"Shall we...?"
Andy looked up at him for a moment, a question aparrent in his face.
Blake looked into his eyes, "What's wrong, Andy?"
'Nothin', it's not important. We should go." He moved away from Blake, and Blake just looked at him for a moment.
"Oh, okay..." Blake scratched his head for a second, and shrugged walking out behind Andy as they headed for the lodge.....
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For those of you looking foreward to more sex between our cutie and our studly, I appologize. I was halfway through an original draft when the idea for this hit me. I just liked this one better. Don't worry, though. I have a night-swimming story in mind, and a workout story too. So, if ya want more, lemme hear it here. And to all of you, i appologize once again for skipping a day with posts. I just hope i didn't lose any of you loyal readers out there. And, i also got another idea for another story i plan on beginning soon. See ya all here later, kidz. :) :) :P 
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