I think that I had an okay childhood. Thinking back, I think that I didn't associate with the best of peeps. I wanted friends. But I learned that sometimes no matter what...people you want in your life aren't necessarily good for you. When you are young--you can make some regrettable mistakes. But HOPEfully, you learn from them. THAT IS A BIG HOPE AND PRAYER OF HOPE, as well.)
And add puberty into the mix, and that compounds everything. There is a certain nostalgia I have. There was a sense of wonder and had a feeling of mysticism then. I miss who I was though. I wish that I could go back and change a lot of things. I would have done a lot of things different (if I had the knowledge what I know now) back then.
And having an older sister on my case when I was young didn't help either. |