i was never told i was "BIG" by any females but men would usually
react to my size more.
i am clueless as to what i consider myself as well.
men usually think it looks big whereas the women seem aloof.

my perspective of my body image changes hourly, and very well may be delusional outlooks due to my id and my ego getting in the mix.

i kinda quit caring...it all got way too self-destructive.